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Post by aprildawn on Apr 24, 2007 18:15:19 GMT
hey, I don't know exactly what the problem is but I can tell you that I have been there and suicide is not even a way out of your pain. I know what it is like to not have anyone to talk to...I told my mom I was depressed and she basically told me to buck up and not be so sensitive. I have thought about death since I was 4 years old I think I have a generational curse because there has been a suicide in every generation of my family. I wanted it just like you but you cannot give in to it because it will travel through the rest of your family like a poison and It will only cause you more pain in your next life and the lives of your relatives and friends. Not to mention how mad people will be with you for not listening or whatever. Please... You have to stay strong and come through this a powerful person who knows the value of your life!!!! I truely feel for you and know that I am right there with you.
You still have to get up and do one thing each day even if that one thing is getting a shower or brushing your teeth. Then tomarrow try two and no matter how small it is be proud that you made it out of bed to do it. Take small steps and know that someone who has never met you loves you!!!
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