Post by py on May 3, 2007 23:13:10 GMT
I know this is for secrets but this seems to be an ongoing theme with me and i just feel like i need to release this here...
yet again wrapped up in drama at work. She said she said crap.and i allowed myself to get upset but something i dont think i said. think i said that is the operative word here. So i let people see my weakness and i cried over two people who are not even really my 'friends' just aquaintances at work. they dont come home with me, they are not people i can trust with 'me'...so why do i care...because my name was brought up and a confidence was broken....
i let this go here....my heart is heavy....i will get through this horrible feeling...sounds silly i know...my sensitivity gets in the way when i shouldnt care...well from now on i dont care....
py
yet again wrapped up in drama at work. She said she said crap.and i allowed myself to get upset but something i dont think i said. think i said that is the operative word here. So i let people see my weakness and i cried over two people who are not even really my 'friends' just aquaintances at work. they dont come home with me, they are not people i can trust with 'me'...so why do i care...because my name was brought up and a confidence was broken....
i let this go here....my heart is heavy....i will get through this horrible feeling...sounds silly i know...my sensitivity gets in the way when i shouldnt care...well from now on i dont care....
py