Post by coldplay on Jun 20, 2006 5:49:30 GMT
My father passed way like 2 years ago. I used to blame him for my
mischief. Sometimes I even thought that he just wanted to ruin my life. I even sometimes thought, "Why won`t he just die and
leave me the fu%$& alone?" He got a terrible cancer and saw him die, a little each day and in a year he passed away. I know I had nothing to do with that but now, I really understand him. As I have a family of my own now, I truly realize that he was a good person and that he loved me, lots, in his own way. Not everybody can show his feelings but that dosen`t mean that they are not there. I miss him so much now, much more than when he was alive. It`s so true that when you lose something, then you then realize what you had. Some days, I just cry when I am alone as I
think of him. In these recents days, I´ved cried like 5 or 6 times in a single day. As now I am a father, which is not easy, I totally understand him. What would I now not give just to be with him for 2 or 3 minutes and tell him that I love him. That will never happen of course and I will regreat my whole life that I almost never showed him that I cared for him. Love your parents, forgive them, take care of them and try to be a good son. Once they are gone, that´s it, it`s forever. I was a bad son, gave him so much sorrow, now that is my pain to carry in life.
mischief. Sometimes I even thought that he just wanted to ruin my life. I even sometimes thought, "Why won`t he just die and
leave me the fu%$& alone?" He got a terrible cancer and saw him die, a little each day and in a year he passed away. I know I had nothing to do with that but now, I really understand him. As I have a family of my own now, I truly realize that he was a good person and that he loved me, lots, in his own way. Not everybody can show his feelings but that dosen`t mean that they are not there. I miss him so much now, much more than when he was alive. It`s so true that when you lose something, then you then realize what you had. Some days, I just cry when I am alone as I
think of him. In these recents days, I´ved cried like 5 or 6 times in a single day. As now I am a father, which is not easy, I totally understand him. What would I now not give just to be with him for 2 or 3 minutes and tell him that I love him. That will never happen of course and I will regreat my whole life that I almost never showed him that I cared for him. Love your parents, forgive them, take care of them and try to be a good son. Once they are gone, that´s it, it`s forever. I was a bad son, gave him so much sorrow, now that is my pain to carry in life.